Aswapati’s yoga-tapasya has reached
a point when he has to make a crucial choice. The supreme moment of truth is here
and in the freedom of his soul he must decide whether to renounce the claims of
the world and live in the magnificence of undying splendours of heaven, to
abdicate in Light or die in the blaze of the Truth. Not in bondage but in full
freedom which he has already won he has to decide upon the alternatives. The
implications of the choice are such that either he must give up all, all including
even that for which he aspired and for which he bore the inner wounds so
difficult to heal, an option by which he can just disappear into That, Tat,
without leaving behind any trace of his being and existence. He must renounce and
walk away from everything, or else he must transform them into the self of the
unnameable and inexpressible Supreme. (Savitri,
p. 307)
All he had been and all towards
which he grew
Must now be left behind or else
transform
Into a self of That which has no
name.
Here Aswapati seems compelled to
make a tremendous choice, but he does not quite exercise the choice. Rather his
strategy is to force the issue in another manner. He makes a masterly move, a
crucial and significant advance compelling the Will to shape itself in the will
of his soul and his spirit. That is the finest hour of his yoga-tapasya by
which a glowing solidity is given to the indefinable that it may configure the
future of this creation. In the language of the legend of Savitri, it is as though
Aswapati remembers the day when Satyavan is to die; related with it is also the
poignant affliction of Savitri herself who has taken the burden of the world
upon her shoulders. This meaningful death and this poignancy are always there
somewhere deep in his consciousness; they as if keep on reminding him always
about his Avataric mission.
In the person of Aswapati the
“world’s desire” climbs to the most forbidding and austere snow-white sublime,
the Peak of the Supreme. There it surrenders itself to the Will of the
executive Shakti. The magic formula is discovered; Sankhya and Yoga join in
Bhakti. The consent of the Witness Purusha and the patronising approbation of
the Siddha receive the sanction in the divine Grace. Truly, it is this Power
who must descend and act and fill all life, fill it with her sweetness and with
her love and beauty and joy. The world can be fulfilled only by her dynamic and
sweet and happy loving presence. The entire gain of the yogic pursuit has so
far been in just accomplishing the preparatory spiritual powers or siddhis,
only of lifting up of the black veil, but the white luminous veil is yet to be
removed. (p. 311)
The mystery of God’s birth and acts
remains
Leaving unbroken the last chapter’s
seal
Unsolved the riddle of the unfinished
Play.
The cosmic Player is amused by this
strange and curious sequel which is yet to reach completion, reach as if in a
long tortuous way. He is looking from behind the mask and laughs, knowing that
the drama has not hitherto arrived at the point of dénouement. The issue has
still to be resolved. Indeed,
A high and black negation is not
all,
A huge extinction is not God’s last
word,
Life’s ultimate sense, the close of
being’s course,
The meaning of this great
mysterious world.
In absolute silence sleeps an
absolute Power.
And, when awoken, what is it that
this absolute Power will not do? (p. 312)
It can make the world a vessel of
Spirit’s force,
It can fashion in the clay God’s
perfect shape.
It can perform the God-miracle; it
can fulfill “God’s desire” here in this mortal creation. But if it has to
happen here in this mortal creation, it will be only through her action. The
aspect of manifestation is her concern which she carries out in the Will of the
Supreme. For this purpose the silent Force comes missioned down from the
Absolute.
But Aswapati is somewhat impatient.
He doesn’t want things to shape and happen in the laggard process of Time.
There is no doubt that, one day or other, the miracle will take place; but as
it is a “slow-paced” miracle, it is not acceptable to the impatient Yogi. He
was advised not to awaken too soon the “immeasurable descent”, lest under its
swift and fiery tread it should crush the creation itself. Because such a
danger does exist in the present context of things, it is only the Grace that
can save this creation from such a disaster. Aswapati sees it, recognizes it;
and so he attends to it. The question is: Can this deliberate and
well-intentioned slow-paced process be activated and quickened without meeting
the contrary adverse effects? The thinker and toiler, the treasurer of
superhuman dreams that Aswapati is, must be greatly concerned about realities
of the transcendental action in the remote field of darkness and ignorance; he
should be quite pragmatic with reference to these in their realisation. As
regards the eventual fact that in this new Yoga of earth-consciousness, the
terrestrial world becoming God’s place of habitation, iśāvāsyam idam sarvam, there need be the least apprehension; there
is the inevitability about its happening sooner than later. But the actual
differences come up in the efficacy of Time. Nor is it that Aswapati does not
understand the danger in rushing through, in forcing the matter. He himself
speaks of the divine reasoning behind the working of the evolutionary process:
(p. 342)
Infallible are thy mysterious
steps,
And, though Necessity dons the garb
of Chance,
Hidden in the blind shifts of Fate
she keeps
The slow calm logic of Infinity’s
pace
And the inviolate sequence of its
will.
But behind the works of Time he has
already seen the golden possibilities waiting to enter into the terrestrial
process. He also recognises the fact that these possibilities can turn into
realities only in the bidding, in the ministry of the divine Shakti. He must
therefore approach her and plead to her to descend on the earth to accomplish
the task. The power that arose from his “slumber’s cell” saw everything from
the vision of timelessness; the unfolding sequel showed to him the arrival of
the pioneers of the new creation. He is reasonably certain that soon the divine
successor will arrive here and take charge of the suffering humanity, of this
imperfect world. But all that can happen only if the mighty creatrix herself
incarnates in a living form. She alone can “unlock the doors of Fate”,
mysterious Fate who all along has kept mortality tied to ignorance and death.
That is Aswapati’s plea. It is the plea of the Supreme as a Yogi made to the
transcendental Power, Para Shakti, who stands behind the luminous possibility
in this manifestation. The Godhead has to invoke the supreme Force.
Purushottama has to lean on Adi Prakriti.
The thrust of Aswapati’s pleading
to that Goddess is that, although the world is full of misery and suffering,
and we live annulled, frustrated, spent, yet there has to come from it (p. 342)
A larger seeking man with nobler
heart
A golden vessel of the incarnate
Truth,
The executor of the divine attempt
Equipped to wear the earthly body
of God.
His concern is to see that this
happens, that the earthly body of God does become ready for the divine habitation.
He must climb to the supreme source of creation and invoke there the
transcendental Shakti to help the quest of the evolutionary soul on the upward
path. That is the imperative.
Aswapati is standing on the verge
of the Unknowable. Nothing of his own person or his individuality is present
with him now, and he is free from the bondage of ignorance as well as of
knowledge. No will, no thought, no sense now awake or quicken him and all that
was there with him until this moment is left behind,—except the single yearning
that had taken him to that gleaming edge of creation. In such a total freedom,
incontingent of the realities of this world of ignorance and of knowledge, he
perhaps yet bears the memory of the dire event that is going to occur in the
forest. He has the gleaming intuition of the future about his daughter
Savitri’s marriage with Satyavan and his death in the Shalwa woods at the
noontime. In it is present the entire problem of mortality for which he had
undertaken this long and difficult journey across all these occult and
spiritual worlds.