If Chance can lead to an accident,
then the latter can also be turned into an opportunity. It becomes a pointer,
and can be utilised to explore the darkness that is present in the subconscient
depth. When the Sphinx born from the dark inscrutable Shadow is overpowered she
kills herself. That is the only way of removing her from the path of the mystic
traveller. The design of perfection seems to lie buried in the crudest kind of
distortion and discordance. It looks as though the brilliance of light can be
gauged or measured by its power to penetrate the thick obscurity and strength of
darkness without it getting attenuated or refracted or lost in that shadowy
murkiness. What is coarse and ugly and repulsive makes what is beautiful and
far and yet unwon to stand out more prominently, in immense calm of triumph.
The fulfilment of bliss is augmented and made yet keener by the intensity of
pain and agony. The glory of the Triple Crown put on the head of the creation
becomes more fulgent when ugliness and squalor and filth of the lower unregenerate
nature rise but to vanish; for, surely these must disappear, disappear like a
bad dream. The marvel of omnipresence lies in its capacity to absent itself
from all that is profane and stubborn and distasteful.
If this mortal creation, in spite
of its immediate origin in the operative Inconscience, has to become a divine
creation, then the full play of Inconscience must be allowed in its own free
and undiluted unhindered delight, perverse although it might look. The great
Denial cannot be denied its right of assault, of treachery and deceit. Nor does
it wait for consent from a feeble soul. It is as if by that operative
Inconscience does the divineness of the Divine shine out in greater splendour
with the absoluteness of this sovereignty. In fact that is the way we have to
see the All-Divine in the play of a growing manifestation, that it can thus
become more rich and opulent and splendid in it—because the Inconscience too is
infinite, it is designedly infinite offering its ground for the divine
infinities to dwell in this manifold of creation. But that demands a yogic
effort. The thick viscous and bitter and biting poison-draught of mortality has
to be drunk fully, that not even a single drop be left behind. Aswapati has
done that. What Shiva did in the World of the Gods to become Nilakanţha, that
Aswapati did in the evolutionary field. This is understandably crucial, necessary—even
inevitable, because otherwise the unlit and insignificant-looking driblet of
that malignant death could again expand and turn into an earth- and sky-filling
ocean of total darkness, salilam
apraketam of the Vedic description.
Which means that, the demand of the
obstinate and uncompromising Inconscience is there not for nothing; its
impulsion is towards the perfection of the absolute Truth coming into
expression. The ignorant “No” is therefore the last testing ground of the
quality of Aswapati the Yogi’s yoga-tapasya.
Not that these tests are designed or devised or incorporated in the
process in the manner of a well-engineered mechanism. Rather these spring up by
the very nature of the respective truths in operation. The full scope for the
functioning of the Truth of Inconscience has to be understood. It must be
granted the full sway of its dark evil creative role howsoever unacceptable it
be. Aswapati must therefore extirpate all negation, from every part, from the
recesses of his being. Only then can the gold-orange influx in its fluent
splendour and limitless plenty flow even in the nerves of his body. His body’s
cells too must become the luminous receptacles of that superior Light and Love
and Joy. Such is the preparation demanded by the Mother Wisdom seated above in
all her white radiance.
There is an atheist voice seated
deep within, within as well as all around us, and it is necessary that it first
be silenced. In its prudence and sagacity it insistently and persuasively
argues that it is in slow cycles of time that the prude-sensible, the sagacious
operate,— (p. 651)
Lest man’s frail days into the
unknown should sink
Dragged like a ship by bound
leviathan
Into the abyss of his stupendous
seas.
Lo, how all shakes when the gods
tread too near!
All moves, is in peril, anguished,
torn, upheaved.
The hurrying aeons would stumble on
too swift
If strength from heaven surprised
the imperfect earth
And veilless knowledge smote these
unfit souls.
The deities have screened their
dreadful power:
God hides his thought and, even, he
seems to err.
It indeed is grace that the deities
have screened their frightful powers from the frail and fragile and fumbling
soul of man. This atheism at the base of the evolution cannot be wished away,
dismissed. At the same time, great effort is needed to take care of it if one
has to be more watchful and sagacious. But then the Son of Strength cannot wait
for the process of growth to proceed in the manner of a drudge and a weakling,
let it move in the pace of a straggler, the uncertain working of Nature somehow
and sometime arriving at this stage of great affirmation. No doubt in it there
is sufficient intention, and no doubt one day or other it may happen that way.
But then there are also uncertainties, and its failure could possibly mean
another dissolution or pralaya.
There is the operative memory of such
past happenings in the earth's subconscious soul, and ever the fear of death
lurks deep in its dark bosom. Waiting indefinitely, or for too long that
eventually the soul of man may get ready, can certainly not be the basis of
Aswapati’s yogic project; such cannot be the mode of his enterprise. Perhaps this
subconscious soul may not even get ready if left only to itself. Perhaps, and
more importantly, the seeding of the higher in the lower has to be constantly
there for its own bright and happy fruition. God’s coming here as Vibhutis and
Avatars precisely brings that assurance to it. But at present in the
evolutionary course a more decisive moment has arrived, has been made to arrive.
Everything now seems to be pointing only towards the transformative action of
the Divine in the inconscient nature of things. For too long have we been
witnessing this frustration in the earth-process. It is now opportune that the
charge of man's soul be taken over by the supreme Mother herself. Hence, again,
everything is brought back to the focal point of Aswapati’s yoga-tapasya. It is
uniquely true, and great, that (pp. 301-02)
He communed with the
Incommunicable;
Beings of a wider consciousness
were his friends,
Forms of a larger subtler make drew
near;
The Gods conversed with him behind
Life’s veil.
Neighbour his being grew to
Nature’s crests.
The primal Energy took him in its
arms;
His brain was wrapped in
overwhelming Light,
An all-embracing knowledge seized
his heart:
Thoughts rose in him no earthly
mind can hold,
Mights played that never coursed
through mortal nerves...
His finite parts approached their
absolutes,
His actions framed the movements of
the Gods,
His will took up the reins of
cosmic Force.
Even his physical members that
never saw light have now become channels for the rush of the corresponding
immortal energies. Celebrated cosmic forces are presently at his full command
and he can shape cosmic movements in their sufficient efficacy.