The Issue: Text according
to the Revised Edition (1993)
Awhile,
withdrawn in secret fields of thought,
Her mind
moved in a many-imaged past
That lived
again and saw its end approach:
Dying, it
lived imperishably in her;
Transient and
vanishing from transient eyes,
Invisible, a
fateful ghost of self,
It bore the
future on its phantom breast.
Along the
fleeting event's far-backward trail
Regressed the
stream of the insistent hours,
And on the
bank of the mysterious flood
Peopled with
well-loved forms now seen no more
And the
subtle images of things that were,
Her witness
spirit stood reviewing Time.
All that she
once had hoped and dreamed and been,
Flew past her
eagle-winged through memory's skies.
As in a
many-hued flaming inner dawn,
Her life's
broad highways and its sweet bypaths
Lay mapped to
her sun-clear recording view,
From the
bright country of her childhood's days
And the blue
mountains of her soaring youth
And the
paradise groves and peacock wings of Love
To joy
clutched under the silent shadow of doom
In a last
turn where heaven raced with hell.
Twelve
passionate months led in a day of fate.
An absolute
supernatural darkness falls
On man
sometimes when he draws near to God:
An hour
arrives when fail all Nature's means;
Forced out
from the protecting Ignorance
And flung
back on his naked primal need,
He at length
must cast from him his surface soul
And be the
ungarbed entity within:
That hour had
fallen now on Savitri.
A point she
had reached where life must be in vain
Or, in her
unborn element awake,
Her will must
cancel her body's destiny.
For only the
unborn spirit's timeless power
Can lift the
yoke imposed by birth in Time.
Only the Self
that builds this figure of self
Can rase the
fixed interminable line
That joins
these changing names, these numberless lives,
These new
oblivious personalities
And keeps
still lurking in our conscious acts
The trail of
old forgotten thoughts and deeds,
Disown the
legacy of our buried selves,
The
burdensome heirship to our vanished forms
Accepted
blindly by the body and soul.
An episode in
an unremembered tale,
Its beginning
lost, its motive and plot concealed,
A once living
story has prepared and made
Our present
fate, child of past energies.
The fixity of
the cosmic sequences
Fastened with
hidden inevitable links
She must
disrupt, dislodge by her soul's force
Her past, a
block on the Immortal's road,
Make a rased
ground and shape anew her fate.
A colloquy of
the original Gods
Meeting upon
the borders of the unknown,
Her soul's
debate with embodied Nothingness
Must be
wrestled out on a dangerous dim background:
Her being
must confront its formless Cause,
Against the
universe weigh its single self.
On the bare
peak where Self is alone with Nought
And life has
no sense and love no place to stand,
She must
plead her case upon extinction's verge,
In the
world's death-cave uphold life's helpless claim
And vindicate
her right to be and love.
Altered must
be Nature's harsh economy;
Acquittance
she must win from her past's bond,
An old
account of suffering exhaust,
Strike out
from Time the soul's long compound debt
And the heavy
servitudes of the Karmic Gods,
The slow
revenge of unforgiving Law
And the deep
need of universal pain
And hard
sacrifice and tragic consequence.
Out of a
timeless barrier she must break,
Penetrate
with her thinking depths the Void's monstrous hush,
Look into the
lonely eyes of immortal Death
And with her
nude spirit measure the Infinite's night.
The great and
dolorous moment now was close.
A mailed
battalion marching to its doom,
The last long
days went by with heavy tramp,
Long but too
soon to pass, too near the end.
Alone amid
the many faces loved,
Aware among
unknowing happy hearts,
Her armoured
spirit kept watch upon the hours
Listening for
a foreseen tremendous step
In the closed
beauty of the inhuman wilds.
A combatant
in silent dreadful lists,
The world
unknowing, for the world she stood:
No helper had
she save the Strength within;
There was no
witness of terrestrial eyes;
The Gods
above and Nature sole below
Were the
spectators of that mighty strife.
Around her
were the austere sky-pointing hills,
And the green
murmurous broad deep-thoughted woods
Muttered
incessantly their muffled spell.
A dense
magnificent coloured self-wrapped life
Draped in the
leaves' vivid emerald monotone
And set with
chequered sunbeams and blithe flowers
Immured her
destiny's secluded scene.
There had she
grown to the stature of her spirit:
The genius of
titanic silences
Steeping her
soul in its wide loneliness
Had shown to
her her self's bare reality
And mated her
with her environment.
Its solitude
greatened her human hours
With a
background of the eternal and unique.
A force of
spare direct necessity
Reduced the
heavy framework of man's days
And his
overburdening mass of outward needs
To a first
thin strip of simple animal wants,
And the
mighty wildness of the primitive earth
And the
brooding multitude of patient trees
And the
musing sapphire leisure of the sky
And the
solemn weight of the slowly-passing months
Had left in
her deep room for thought and God.
There was her
drama's radiant prologue lived.
A spot for
the eternal's tread on earth
Set in the
cloistral yearning of the woods
And watched
by the aspiration of the peaks
Appeared
through an aureate opening in Time,
Where
stillness listening felt the unspoken word
And the hours
forgot to pass towards grief and change.
Here with the
suddenness divine advents have,
Repeating the
marvel of the first descent,
Changing to
rapture the dull earthly round,
Love came to
her hiding the shadow, Death.
Well might he
find in her his perfect shrine.
Since first
the earth-being's heavenward growth began,
Through all
the long ordeal of the race,
Never a rarer
creature bore his shaft,
That burning
test of the godhead in our parts,
A lightning
from the heights on our abyss.
All in her
pointed to a nobler kind.
Near to
earth's wideness, intimate with heaven,
Exalted and
swift her young large-visioned spirit
Voyaging
through worlds of splendour and of calm
Overflew the
ways of Thought to unborn things.
Ardent was
her self-poised unstumbling will;
Her mind, a
sea of white sincerity,
Passionate in
flow, had not one turbid wave.
As in a
mystic and dynamic dance
A priestess
of immaculate ecstasies
Inspired and
ruled from Truth's revealing vault
Moves in some
prophet cavern of the gods,
A heart of
silence in the hands of joy
Inhabited
with rich creative beats
A body like a
parable of dawn
That seemed a
niche for veiled divinity
Or golden
temple-door to things beyond.
Immortal
rhythms swayed in her time-born steps;
Her look, her
smile awoke celestial sense
Even in
earth-stuff, and their intense delight
Poured a
supernal beauty on men's lives.
A wide
self-giving was her native act;
A magnanimity
as of sea or sky
Enveloped
with its greatness all that came
And gave a
sense as of a greatened world:
Her kindly
care was a sweet temperate sun,
Her high
passion a blue heaven's equipoise.
As might a
soul fly like a hunted bird,
Escaping with
tired wings from a world of storms,
And a quiet
reach like a remembered breast,
In a haven of
safety and splendid soft repose
One could
drink life back in streams of honey-fire,
Recover the
lost habit of happiness,
Feel her
bright nature's glorious ambience,
And preen joy
in her warmth and colour's rule.
A deep of
compassion, a hushed sanctuary,
Her inward
help unbarred a gate in heaven;
Love in her
was wider than the universe,
The whole
world could take refuge in her single heart.
The great
unsatisfied godhead here could dwell:
Vacant of the
dwarf self's imprisoned air,
Her mood
could harbour his sublimer breath
Spiritual
that can make all things divine.
For even her
gulfs were secrecies of light.
At once she
was the stillness and the word,
A continent
of self-diffusing peace,
An ocean of
untrembling virgin fire;
The strength,
the silence of the gods were hers.
In her he
found a vastness like his own,
His high warm
subtle ether he refound
And moved in
her as in his natural home.
In her he met
his own eternity.
Till then no mournful line had barred this ray.
On the frail
breast of this precarious earth,
Since her
orbed sight in its breath-fastened house,
Opening in
sympathy with happier stars
Where life is
not exposed to sorrowful change,
Remembered
beauty death-claimed lids ignore
And wondered
at this world of fragile forms
Carried on
canvas-strips of shimmering Time,
The impunity
of unborn Mights was hers.
Although she
leaned to bear the human load,
Her walk kept
still the measures of the gods.
Earth's
breath had failed to stain that brilliant glass:
Unsmeared
with the dust of our mortal atmosphere
It still
reflected heaven's spiritual joy.
Almost they
saw who lived within her light
Her playmate
in the sempiternal spheres
Descended
from its unattainable realms
In her
attracting advent's luminous wake,
The
white-fire dragon-bird of endless bliss
Drifting with
burning wings above her days:
Heaven's
tranquil shield guarded the missioned child.
A glowing
orbit was her early term,
Years like
gold raiment of the gods that pass;
Her youth sat
throned in calm felicity.
But joy
cannot endure until the end:
There is a
darkness in terrestrial things
That will not
suffer long too glad a note.
On her too
closed the inescapable Hand:
The armed
Immortal bore the snare of Time.
One dealt
with her who meets the burdened great.
Assigner of
the ordeal and the path
Who chooses
in this holocaust of the soul
Death, fall
and sorrow as the spirit's goads,
The dubious
godhead with his torch of pain
Lit up the
chasm of the unfinished world
And called
her to fill with her vast self the abyss.
August and
pitiless in his calm outlook,
Heightening
the Eternal's dreadful strategy,
He measured
the difficulty with the might
And dug more
deep the gulf that all must cross.
Assailing her
divinest elements,
He made her
heart kin to the striving human heart
And forced
her strength to its appointed road.
For this she
had accepted mortal breath;
To wrestle
with the Shadow she had come
And must
confront the riddle of man's birth
And life's
brief struggle in dumb Matter's night.
Whether to
bear with Ignorance and death
Or hew the
ways of Immortality,
To win or
lose the godlike game for man,
Was her
soul's issue thrown with Destiny's dice.
But not to
submit and suffer was she born;
To lead, to
deliver was her glorious part.
Here was no
fabric of terrestrial make
Fit for a
day's use by busy careless Powers.
An image
fluttering on the screen of Fate,
Half-animated
for a passing show,
Or a castaway
on the
Flung to the
eddies in a ruthless sport
And tossed
along the gulfs of Circumstance,
A creature
born to bend beneath the yoke,
A chattel and
a plaything of Time's lords,
Or one more pawn
who comes destined to be pushed
One slow move
forward on a measureless board
In the
chess-play of the earth-soul with Doom,—
Such is the
human figure drawn by Time.
A conscious frame was here, a self-born Force.
In this
enigma of the dusk of God,
This slow and
strange uneasy compromise
Of limiting
Nature with a limitless Soul,
Where all
must move between an ordered Chance
And an
uncaring blind Necessity,
Too high the
fire spiritual dare not blaze.
If once it
met the intense original Flame,
An answering
touch might shatter all measures made
And earth
sink down with the weight of the Infinite.
A gaol is
this immense material world:
Across each
road stands armed a stone-eyed Law,
At every gate
the huge dim sentinels pace.
A grey
tribunal of the Ignorance,
An
Inquisition of the priests of Night
In judgment
sit on the adventurer soul,
And the dual
tables and the Karmic norm
Restrain the
Titan in us and the God:
Pain with its
lash, joy with its silver bribe
Guard the
Wheel's circling immobility.
A bond is put
on the high-climbing mind,
A seal on the
too large wide-open heart;
Death stays
the journeying discoverer, Life.
Thus is the
throne of the Inconscient safe
While the
tardy coilings of the aeons pass
And the
Animal browses in the sacred fence
And the gold
Hawk can cross the skies no more.
But one stood
up and lit the limitless flame.
Arraigned by
the dark Power that hates all bliss
In the dire
court where life must pay for joy,
Sentenced by
the mechanic justicer
To the
afflicting penalty of man's hopes,
Her head she
bowed not to the stark decree
Baring her
helpless heart to destiny's stroke.
So bows and
must the mind-born will in man
Obedient to
the statutes fixed of old,
Admitting
without appeal the nether gods.
In her the superhuman cast its seed.
Inapt to fold
its mighty wings of dream
Her spirit
refused to hug the common soil,
Or, finding
all life's golden meanings robbed,
Compound with
earth, struck from the starry list,
Or quench
with black despair the God-given light.
Accustomed to
the eternal and the true,
Her being
conscious of its divine founts
Asked not
from mortal frailty pain's relief,
Patched not
with failure bargain or compromise.
A work she
had to do, a word to speak:
Writing the
unfinished story of her soul
In thoughts
and actions graved in Nature's book,
She accepted
not to close the luminous page,
Cancel her
commerce with eternity,
Or set a
signature of weak assent
To the brute
balance of the world's exchange.
A force in
her that toiled since earth was made,
Accomplishing
in life the great world-plan,
Pursuing
after death immortal aims,
Repugned to
admit frustration's barren role,
Forfeit the
meaning of her birth in Time,
Obey the
government of the casual fact
Or yield her
high destiny up to passing Chance.
In her own
self she found her high recourse;
She matched
with the iron law her sovereign right:
Her single
will opposed the cosmic rule.
To stay the wheels of Doom this greatness rose.
At the
Unseen's knock upon her hidden gates
Her strength
made greater by the lightning's touch
Awoke from slumber in her heart's recess.
It bore the
stroke of That which kills and saves.
Across the
awful march no eye can see,
Barring its
dreadful route no will can change,
She faced the
engines of the universe;
A heart stood
in the way of the driving wheels:
Its giant
workings paused in front of a mind,
Its stark
conventions met the flame of a soul.
A magic
leverage suddenly is caught
That moves
the veiled Ineffable's timeless will:
A prayer, a
master act, a king idea
Can link
man's strength to a transcendent Force.
Then miracle
is made the common rule,
One mighty
deed can change the course of things;
A lonely
thought becomes omnipotent.
All now seems
Nature's massed machinery;
An endless
servitude to material rule
And long
determination's rigid chain,
Her firm and
changeless habits aping Law,
Her empire of
unconscious deft device
Annul the
claim of man's free human will.
He too is a
machine amid machines;
A piston
brain pumps out the shapes of thought,
A beating
heart cuts out emotion's modes;
An insentient
energy fabricates a soul.
Or the figure
of the world reveals the signs
Of a tied
Chance repeating her old steps
In circles
around Matter's binding-posts.
A random
series of inept events
To which
reason lends illusive sense, is here,
Or the empiric
Life's instinctive search,
Or a vast
ignorant mind's colossal work.
But wisdom
comes, and vision grows within:
Then Nature's
instrument crowns himself her king;
He feels his
witnessing self and conscious power;
His soul
steps back and sees the Light supreme.
A Godhead
stands behind the brute machine.
This truth
broke in in a triumph of fire;
A victory was
won for God in man,
The deity
revealed its hidden face.
The great
World-Mother now in her arose:
A living
choice reversed fate's cold dead turn,
Affirmed the
spirit's tread on Circumstance,
Pressed back
the senseless dire revolving Wheel
And stopped
the mute march of Necessity.
A flaming
warrior from the eternal peaks
Empowered to
force the door denied and closed
Smote from
Death's visage its dumb absolute
And burst the
bounds of consciousness and Time.