In Savitri we have the following lines with an obvious reference to
Christ’s crucifixion. Narad was asked about the why of pain in this world and
if it was his God who was responsible for it. This earth is full of labour,
packed with pain; but it is Nature who is using it to sculpt man. But the
saviour who comes to redeem it must share it first. Then only the dark account
can be settled. He who has found identity with God pays with the body’s death
his soul’s vast light. And then he says:
His crucified voice proclaims, “I,
I am God.”
“Yes, all is God,” peals back Heaven’s
deathless call.
Could this be connected with the hour that arrives “when fail all Nature’s
means”? Possibly. In St Matthew we have: “Now from the sixth hour there was
darkness over all the land unto the ninth hour. And about the ninth hour Jesus
cried with a loud voice, saying E’-li,
E’-li, la’-ma sa-bach’-tha-ni? That is to say, My God, my God, why hast
thou forsaken me?” The sun darkened at the death of Jesus. An absolute
supernatural darkness falls on man sometimes when he draws near to God. Jesus
had offered up himself as the Passover Lamb, and there were supernatural signs,
and wonders were witnessed on that day. And there was darkness over the land,
over
The Lord said to Moses: “Stretch out your hand toward the sky.” And there was
the darkness that helped Moses. There was darkness for three days over the
And Abraham—a good man who owned many sheep and cattle. One day God said to
him: “Pack up all your things and go the land where all the families of the
earth will be blessed.” He trusted God, and everything was settled for him. One
night God appeared again, and said to Abraham: “Look up at the stars in the
sky, and you will have a son.” The 75-year old man had faith in God, and God
led him out of the darkness of the night. And the word of God came true.
In the Bhakti tradition of India there are any number of instances when the
helpless and the desperate Bhakta is helped in one or the other by his friendly
and intimate deity. Nothing of the world or of cosmic working comes to help, and
the only thing that saves is the grace of the God of Belief, and he does not
fail him.
The demanding Yoga of Savitri was carried out by her through unknown and
difficult stages, carried out entirely under the instructions she received at
every stage from her presiding Goddess, the Divine Shakti, the
Consciousness-Force herself. For instance, Savitri had discovered her soul and
it looked as though nothing more was needed to be done. But (Savitri, p. 534)
An abyss yawned suddenly beneath
her heart.
A vast and nameless fear dragged at
her nerves
As drags a wild beast its
half-slaughtered prey;
It seemed to have no den from which
it sprang:
It was not hers, but hid its unseen
cause.
Then rushing came its vast and
fearful Fount.
A formless Dread with shapeless
endless wings
Filling the universe with its
dangerous breath,
A denser darkness than the Night
could bear,
Enveloped the heavens and possessed
the earth.
A rolling surge of silent death, it
came
Curving round the far edge of the
quaking globe;
Effacing heaven with its enormous
stride
It willed to expunge the choked and
anguished air
And end the fable of the joy of
life.
It seemed her very being to forbid,
Abolishing all by which her nature
lived,
And laboured to blot out her body
and soul,
A clutch of some half-seen
Invisible,
An ocean of terror and of sovereign
might,
A person and a black infinity.
It seemed to cry to her without
thought or word
The message of its dark eternity
And the awful meaning of its
silences:
Out of some sullen monstrous vast
arisen,
Out of an abysmal deep of grief and
fear
Imagined by some blind regardless
self,
A consciousness of being without
its joy,
Empty of thought, incapable of
bliss,
That felt life blank and nowhere
found a soul,
A voice to the dumb anguish of the
heart
Conveyed a stark sense of unspoken
words;
In her own depths she heard the
unuttered thought
That made unreal the world and all
life meant.
The answering Voice instructs Savitri what exactly she is to do in this
situation. Her yogic journey moves to yet another realm of transcendence where
nothing remains of hers; and all becomes God’s.
Direr yet are the moments when no
knowledge of the future is given, and the only supreme Mantra that comes to
help is: “What Thou willest, Lord, what Thou willest.” In it is the entire
assurance of the work that is to be done, and the way it is to be done, and
what the work is to achieve in the Will of the Lord, Samkalpa of Ishwara. The
Mother’s work of transformation of the physical had reached that glorious point
and she achieved all that was to be achieved in it, in “What Thou willest,
Lord, what Thou willest.” How marvellous! Tremendous yogic capacity is needed
to reach that stage of working in the Will of Ishwara and leaving everything to
it. The Mother did it. The hour in which all Nature's means would have failed becomes the blessed hour.