In the Yoga of Ascent Aswapati has climbed the endless
hierarchy of this creation, plane rising above plane and vanishing into the
viewless. This hierarchy is like a huge world-pile, “erect like a
mountain-chariot of the Gods,” going up from Matter’s plinth and disappearing
beyond sight, into the unseen and unknown Supreme. He has travelled through the
nether worlds of incalculable darkness, darkness gruesome and thickening into ominous
darkness; he has also experienced the joys of the true and the beautiful. He
has now grasped the meaning of this mysterious creation, teeming with countless
possibilities. He has also come to witness the dangers that lie in the
expression of the superior possibilities in it. Could it be an accident that
has led to the frustrating situation prevailing in this world? Could it be
well-intended design that opposition and hostility and misery and pain are
built into it, that thus it could make progress? What could be the cause of the
failure of this world? But then there are also the creative potentialities of
the Inconscience itself, it asserting its sway in the dark logic of things, in
the compulsions native to it. When at the call of the gods of the material
objects Life had entered into the material scene, she was at once stunned by an
ambiguous Presence that sprang up from the depths of the Inconscience; Life was
overpowered by Death. Unless this stranglehold of Death is removed, Aswapati
knows, Life cannot make proper and genuine progress in the possibilities of the
Spirit. The problem is defined and it gives a distinct focus to his quest.
Presently, Aswapati is standing on the being's naked edge where even the
seeking of his soul faces extinction. The issue is Cosmic-Transcendental,
beyond the Individual. Nothing of this world he carries as a burden, all that
belongs to this dumb and fallen Nature, all that has connection with the
inconscience of this world obscures no more his perception. He knows at once
that, here is one who can redeem the lot of this mortal creature, bring meaning
and fulfilment to his authentic existence, make the phenomenal the real. The Presence
he yearned for has suddenly drawn closer. From across the ultimate Calm,
Aswapati saw someone coming, infinite and absolute. Yes, it was the being of
wisdom, power and delight, jňāna-śakti-ānanda,
the triple Mother, who takes to her breast everything, Nature and world and
soul. The Power, the Light, the Bliss no word can speak
Imaged itself in a surprising beam…
For one was there supreme behind the God…
He felt a rapturous and unstumbling Force.
The moment he saw her, met her, all got settled:
The Enigma ceased that rules our nature's night,
The covering Nescience was unmasked and slain;
Its mind of error was stripped off from things
And the dull moods of its perverting will.
But how does Aswapati know that she is indeed the one who can remove the enigma
of this world, how does he make sure that here is the Power who can really
change the Fate of this world, the lot of this dark and sorrowful and transient
death-bound death-governed creation? Will she be at all able to vanquish the
Foe, win victory over the formidable Adversary of this Mortal World, this mŗtyuloka? What kind of tests does he
apply to secure that she will, notwithstanding the odds of the path, work out
the miracle even in the face of the most formidable Enemy, the test Sugriva had
given to Rama that he would be able to vanquish Vali? Sugriva had pointed at
the seven sal trees which were standing in a row and wanted Rama to shoot an
arrow piercing them through. He demonstrated it; the arrow finalling quivering
through all the worlds came back to him. Nothing can be left to comfortable
thought only, to happy acquiescence, when the battle is a grim do-or-die battle;
it is a rendezvous of the fiercest enemies. Is, therefore, the quality of that
“unstumbling Force” convincing enough that it will not stumble while
encountering Death, will not get darkened by the “dire universal Shadow?
Aswapati’s search should not prove futile or unavailing or frustrating. This is
particularly so, when on six occasions earlier the creation had to be
dissolved. This is particularly so, when Death himself is one of the Four
Powers who had separated themselves from the Supreme, the Four Asuras who stand
as eternal Antagonists. Is she the one who will conquer this Asura of Death?